
you:
who use to be a best friend
clouds in my head, songs i can't forget.
(lets be real you aren't going to see this.
and well if you do then that kinda sucks)
i found a song that reminded me of you.
there's no way by lauv, julia michaels.

at this point in time, we were already getting pretty distant. i wasn't wrong when i said we would grow apart. our lives got busier and i guess you grew bored of me (which may not be the case but that's just how i felt). if i were to speak from where i was at this point in time, i just felt used. i was a second option, and i always would be it seemed like. some relationships grow dull and i guess, friendships do too. we were hardly there for each other anymore and it seemed like you've found others. in the end, i walked away.
jaem^2 in mochi, kermit and elmo,
we were the best clowns.

when we decided to go rp hopping, i wasn't expecting it to lead up to 4 am rabbit sessions to get me to cry or sessions 3 am tos nights, or even 2 am plato sessions where you felt the need to kick my ass in ocho (insert video of you playing three 4+ cards on me). tbh we came a long ways from the day i first met you (which was in dumbdumb but your dumbass doesnt rmb me). by the way, i still can't believe you were maf on tos and had the audacity to ask me who we should lynch. those were the good times weren't they.
the amount of memes and videos
that came from our friendship.

i guess in the end it really do be like THAT sometimes. i didn't make this to cry over the fact that we aren't friends anymore. it's funny to look back at memories sometimes. apparently the stars were right, sags and taurus don't get along too well. i don't regret walking away. it wasn't just you, either. eventually responding to our old friends just felt like responding to you. if you didn't feel the same way as i did, it would've been nice to know. our friendship ended up feeling dragged out and wrong. sorry if i took the way you talk the wrong way. i guess that's just how it is. things are different now, but i wish you and others well.


